uhhhhh...bloggin is harder than i thought it would be! It's definitely NOT my strongpoint :)
This weekend I visited UCF (University of Central Florida) and boy oh boy is it causingme mntal issues :P I absolutely LOVED it. The violin teacher challenged me within 15 minutes of our first meeting and the campus...ohhhh the campus :) ts pactically like oging to school at a resort. I can totally picture myself there. Themost amazing part about it all is that it could actually be a possibility for me to got here! But ithen i started thinking, could i actually leave everything I've got at home to come here? Am i just talk? in other words i'd be dead homescik in a day? Even after this weekend i'm DYING to home and see some peopole. haha only like 3. but those 3 are becoming so incredibly important to me! So i try to justify it - they're ll gonna go off and get lives too! so why should i stay behind? Of course i'm not even acceted to the gosh darned place yet...but still, xomething to pray about. I really wanna go...like i think i'll bawl myeye out if i can't, bu ti'll prlly bawl my eyes out whn i leave, but that's normal right? Ohhhh pickles. forget this :P
Anyways. The Rock the Universe night was definitely one of the most AMAZING experiences I've EVER had. Imagine 40,000 people singing God of wonders to Third Day, their hands in the air, ever person singing what they believe - just like you. It was like wow there's a lot of us :) for serious though...i'm definitely doing that again.
There was one thing that dampened my spirits... (gosh i sould like an old British lady haha) this weekend. Watching my mom and dad together, and my sister and her boyfrind was hard. lol everytime i think aou tstuff like this i have this moment of "AAAAA natalie your only like 13 your not old enough you wacky drama queen" and then"ohhhh....waiittt...."
Aneways. (gee i say that a lot) all that to say i was EX-TER-EME-ELEEEEYYY- jealous :P and no no no no it wasn't to the point of distraction from the real purpose of the concerts or anything else this weekend but i just was really wishing I had that special someone. BLEEEEEHHH i sould like. like. like a girl. yuck.
haha seriously that's what i thought - like whoa that's not supposed to be happening :P
I'm honestly sick of waiting for someone -> yes my patience on this subject lasted about 4 months :P but for real. I like someone. a lot. and i don't want to, but hey, its inevitable, and yeah that's o.k, its all about what i do with that right? meaning nothing.
/well i'm sickkk of doing nothing. we're supposed to wait for the guy to sweep us off our feet, but hey they ain't sweepin. NOT COOL. blah. men. they're all. ;lksfdj;alsdkfj;lsakjfl;askjdl;asfjk. i shall become a nun :P J. freakin. K :)
titled sigh, because..i've been doing that. a. lot. :) SIGHHHHHHH
